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Jun. 2nd, 2015 06:47 pm
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And I meant to post this one yesterday but fell asleep before finishing it. . .

I'm posting because I got my fifth T shot today.  This was the first time I was able to watch as the needle pierced my skin, so I'm confident I'll be able to learn to do it myself by the end of the summer.  My only issue with self-injection is that I can't watch something break my skin -- it's like I have ain instinct to stop any bodily harm, even if it's minor and for a good reason.  Aside from some moodiness yesterday, I seem to have avoided the ups and downs I was getting on 25 mg by switching to 20, so I'm also a bit more confident I'll stick with this long-term rather than going back to gel.

Mostly I've just been having lots of feelings about top surgery, most of them not so good.  I'm scanning in my pre-op paperwork today so I can mail it out this week, along with a check for what I'm responsible for after insurance.  Though I might be able to get my partner's insurance to cover it, I don't know if I can get it through in time and really don't have the spoons to argue with another insurance company, so I'm just going to pay it.  Anyway, now that it's a month away, the frequency with which my feelings change is increasing.  I don't even know how to articulate it, but I'll probably post more often for the next month to force myself to try.

In better news, I'm going to the Philadelphia Trans Health Conference later this week!  I'll be splitting an AirBnB place with a non-binary friend from college.  I was too busy to make the arrangements so let it do the legwork and pay up front, and I'm a little miffed that it chose a place that was at my price limit when there were cheaper places.  It's just the not letting go problem I've been having, not anything serious.  The programming doesn't look as good this year.  There are quite a few times when I'm not interested in any sessions, and most of the sessions I want to go to conflict with each other.  I might actually get some work done while I'm there.  o.O

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