May. 16th, 2013 10:39 pm
aidenonymous: (gender)
Wow, I was surprisingly distressed about LJ being down for a day or two.  I've been feeling so strong a need to interact with other people who share my experience.  I don't know if it's because I was starved of it for a year and am just soaking in a year's worth of community all at once or if it's because I just started T and am feeling all kinds of uncertain, not about my decision, but just looking for anchors when things are changing so I don't get swept away.

Change, however, is good, at least to me right now.  I've been feeling a lot more creative; I wrote a poem yesterday and recorded it on video today, sort of to celebrate being ten days on T, but mostly because I'm rin utter disbelieve about how much my voice has changed in just ten days.  I am so grateful to myself for making the last-minute decision to record this.  I still sound female on the phone (how many times do I need to be addressed as "ma'am" in one conversation?!), but I'm rapidly approaching an androgynous range.  I'm pretty glad I decided to halve my dose, because this is a good pace for me, even if a part of me (okay, a lot of me) wants more changes and faster.  Anyway, send me an e-mail if you want to see/hear the video, since I'm reluctant to actually upload anything publicly.


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