T update: 21 days off T

[aidenonymous]

Today is the twenty first day since my last scheduled injection, which was canceled because I discontinued T for top surgery.  I got the okay from my surgeon to restart five days after surgery, which would have been one week after the missed dose.  But, I didn't.  And I haven't had a major breakdown before the twenty day mark like I did the last two times I stopped T.  I sorta think I'll start T again, but right now I don't feel like I need it.  I especially don't need it while I'm still spending most of my time alone at home. . . with the internet. . . because I'm not supposed to get my heart rate up.  When I have found myself. . . irresistable, I experienced worsened pain in my chest (probably from swelling, bane of my existence), so I think there's a good reason for me to do whatever I can to avoid any sexual activity for a few more weeks.  I haven't decided if I'm going to continue with injections or go back on gel, since I still have most of a bottle of AndroGel 1%.