Anticlimactic

Woah, I actually did it!  Today was the first day I didn't spend frantically working in months, and I spent the vast majority of it asleep.  But when I awoke, I felt good, really good, by which I mean hopeful for the future for the first time in a year and ready to do something that would turn things around.  For some reason, Tuesdays have always been my favorite day of the week, until last semester that is.  As a grad student, I had to teach every Tuesday, an experience I found incredibly frustrating and extremely humiliating, and I quickly grew to hate Tuesdays.  Well, today, I'm taking them back!

Just before midnight, I applied my first dose of T.  (-:  I'm pleased to report nothing remotely interesting happened.  My AndroGel's in 2.5 gram packets, but I only used half of one because that's what's in one pump dose, and that's probably what I should have gotten instead and will request at my next appointment.  Anyway, I saved the other half and may attempt to use it tomorrow, but I'm not exactly short on it, nor does it cost me anything due to grad student health insurance, so I'm not going to cry over wasting any.

This calls for a celebration!  Heh, too bad I can't get too affectionate with my (cismale) partner for a few hours.  It really does feel like this is the celebration, the light at the end of the tunnel, or the reward I've been working toward and finally deserve, and it doesn't need anything else to be perfect.  I just feel really satisfied right now.