I'm sorry this has been rough on you. But I also think you could cut yourself a break. You've had a lot going on and it's hard to process efficiently when that happens. I don't know if it's realistic for recovery from a major surgery to be all positive. Even if the feelings themselves were to be, the sheer magnitude would probably still be overwhelming. You're dealing, you can see some positives, and that's great.
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Date: 2015-08-06 02:40 am (UTC)